Lately the last few days has felt like it’s had some extreme ups and downs. There have been times where I want to resist all the changes in my life because I feel as though I am not worthy, or just full of doubt. And other moments I am so motivated, so driven that I feel like I can’t be stopped. But now that I am having to decide where to go and what to do I find that it’s hard to do. I either have to give in and go or give up.
I really wish I knew which way I was going to go or how I was going to do what needs to get done. But right now I feel like I am either going to fall off a cliff and fall or soar.